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Over the weekend we had a birthday for my middle daughter who was turning 3, of course I caved and ate cake and icecream!  That is the reason I can’t have anything in the house that is fattening!  I have no self control!  I think that is how I got to be overweight to begin with.  For the last 6 years I have blamed it on having kids, but the truth is, it is all me and my lack of self control!

Anyway I got on the scale this morning for my “weekly weigh in” and it hadn’t moved since last week.  No pounds lost and no pounds gained    :(  I guess that could be a good thing depending how you look at it!

So starting today I am more determined than ever!  I need and I want to loose this weight so bad I can taste it!  And it taste way better than any cake and icecream could ever taste!  I am going to exercise every single day between now and next weigh in and I’m going to eat good everyday until next weigh in!  That means I’m  not even going to eat my  once a week fast food reward!  I’m going to do this and with the help of my team and my buddies, I will succeed!

I think I’m starting to get bored.  I do this everytime I go on a diet.  I start it out all excited, then I loose  a few pounds and before you know it I’m bored and back to my old habits.  I really want to loose weight but I’m finding myself having to talk myself into exercising and I have been skipping more days than I should.   I really don’t want to fall off the wagon now, I want to stay on but I need some motivation and I need it bad!!

I set a goal for myself a week or so ago that I wanted to be down 20lbs by Easter Sunday.  At the rate I’m going that isn’t going to happen!  I really need to get out of my funk and keep going.  I’m doing so good but I just want a candy bar!!!  My God, I need some help!  Seriously like therapy or something!  What is wrong with me??  Anyway I’m done venting now hopefully I can control myself!  If it wasn’t for all my buddies I think I would of caved a long time ago

I got on the scale this morning only to notice that I lost 3 lbs this week!! I am so happy! I honestly thought that I would of gained this week after a long weekend of painting our kitchen and eating out!

Wow I wonder how much I would of lost had I not ate out 4 times! No fast food for me this week for sure!!